You know VIni, you really suck sometimes. I watch you with my kid & you're his dad. I say it alot, but I truly mean it when I say I coiuldn't ask for someone better to be the guy in my son's life. In fact rght now, they're sitting together on the love seat "art furnishing" listening to Caillou on VIni's computer! I mean really how many boyfriends would sit down with their girlfriends' kid like this! And I don't even know what we are! I mean we go to church together, he is invaluably instrumental with Viktor, we parent as a unit!
Occasionnally we have sex. Sometimes we have fantastic sex! And sometimes he fucks the shit outta my ass! OMG!!
But, I can't just tell him I love him. I can't walk to you in the kitchen & hug you. You seem to quite often need something outta the fridge when I'm walking up the stairs. I wonder why? Are you checking my ass out as I walk up? When you're drunk only do you come to me & try to be affectionate. But it's always with a sexual conotation. Well, a half assed come on at least!
But then, sometimes I catch him looking at me. Or he gives me a report on Viktor & we discuss it he gives me a look... like he's happy & Viktor & I make him happy. Maybe I'm as good as he's gonna find too. I know he is.
I am in love with this man. He gives a damn about my kid. Not just that he earnestly loves him. And sometimes... sometimes he acts like he gives a damn about me. To the point where Ed & Dannielle have both made a comment or two.
